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Sorry guys.. I might get too cheesy tonight/today because of something memorable that happened in my life.. ♥
- I woke up at exactly 8:00 a.m … half asleep, half awake..can’t sleep the night before because of anxiety, excitement & the feeling of so-called “overwhelmed“
- at 10:01 a.m. flight GF154 (his flight) arrived =’>
- Almost caught myself nearly crying while waiting but i manage to conceal it coz it’s embarrassing for me to cause a scene to his mom & sister and my 2 bros.
- His built.. his skin… the way he looks at me, the way he touches me.. his breath, his kiss, his smell are still the same… (well, i should say that it’s still intact and it never changed)
- i dunno this feeling of mine… I miss him so much… i hugged him… :’>
- He gave me this precious gold ring embed with heart…. and yeah.. he’s very mean to give me this as a sign of…………..
- and the two other ring of ours?… well… that will follow on my next story.. ho ho it’s not yet time to post =’>
- he bought me so many things.. that i’m not expecting him to give to me…..
- even though our type of relationship seems to be in a “against all odds” or “Us against the world” .. I tend not to let go because he’s always giving me the strength and courage to hold on… despite of those people who doesn’t like me for him.
- this day, most of the people are really teasing us .. and my parents are asking me some open and personal question about marriage and settlement thingy with W… (it’s a bit awkward for me haha)
I don’t wanna be left behind all throughout my life without him anymore.. and this is bad…:(- I counted those days… and I felt so dumb without him because of so many crossroads that I’ve encountered..and i thought they will break me/dedeat me..i’m so weak :’(
- welcome home … thanks father God for guiding him safely while he’s on flight
- and yeah before I forgot.. I’m writing this again..and again… just to remind myself that a child/son named “
Lawrence Gabriel” or “g-men” or “gab” isn’t really existing… it’s fake…he’s fake… they’re all fake. - I really dunno now…you might get bored while reading this crappy life of mine… but yeah.. thanks for wasting your little time :)
So here it goes :D 
A dreamer to become a professional:
